Miss Every Second Of Malaysia

It's been seven month that we've backed home..... This 4 crazy years all I just wanted was to come back home again... Here we are...home....Iran... Not as home sweet home as I thought...not any more. I really miss every second of our simple, tired less and loneliness time... that's too bad that I really don't know what I really want,and what to do .... I just can't decide...Now I'm with my mom,dad,sis and grandma but there is something that I just can't understand.... WHY I AM NOT HAPPY,WHY I MISS MALAYSIA,WHY I INSIST TO GO BACK THERE AGAIN... WHY????????????????????? nothing is going good here for us,nothing... Hope for happier days.......

Count Down

well well well..

My first day in Malaysia was just a different day in whole my life.Since that day,I always had a dream to come back home,and never be here again....

My dream will come true finally,in the middle of April 2012.yes!
This is just a reminder note for myself.....
I do have lots of fun and good memories here but there is a hole in my heart which it will never heal....

I know I've gained a lot,but I cannot forget everything...
I am going back with big smile and full of hopes and I will try not to think about my failures here.
so,my count down is start.

Hard Chocolate Plan

Since I have came back in Malaysia,I have decided to make a huge step in my diet.
I have an endless hunger for sweets and chocolates every minutes of a day...it is not good at all.
so I've tried to manage my hunger and make my chocolaty mind to think about something else instead of sweetness.THIS IS REALLY HARD.

The best plan is not to quite chocolate all of a sudden,so have done it gradually.

Last week I bough to packs of my Lovely Kitkat just beacuase of 2 beautiful red mugs which they were free,so there would be no reason for this week to buy another pack...

I have to learn eat chocolate moderately.That is the best way to not get to fat.

Hello 28!

Happy Birthay !
last night was my Bd,I am turning to 28 years old, unbelievable !!!!!
this is just the new page of my life for sure....
but still not happy at all....
Since last night I've decided to be a better and a little bit different person in my life...
A person who cares more and wastes time less than before...
Love my life more...and stop being angry with all past years...I cannot fix them...

so Happy Bd dear ghazale,enjoye your life and accept life's gifts ....

I will ease your Mind

This is going to be new start for me and  I will do it........

Maybe I am not very into writing but now in this time I just want to start again.

recently I have made a folder which I named it My LOvely Blogs.Threre are 10 or 12 lovely blogs that I really love  to read  them everyday.

One of these blogs is Happy Place .This blog makes me calm,specially the latest post with this beautiful poem.

Sail on Silver Girl
Sail on by
Your time has come to shine
All your dreams are on their way

See how they shine
If you need a friend
I’m sailing right behind
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will ease your mind
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will ease your mind 
–Simon and Garfunkel
you know which part is my favorite?
ohhhhhh I love this part ,mabye I 'll write it down and stick it on my refrigerator

Like a bridge over troubled water
I will ease your mind 

Busy week

Well,  it's sunday and I really have to work hard this week,you know why? I'll tell you...

First of all , we have to move in to our new home at the end of this week(maybe Friday).annnnnndddddd I've not packed yet , I don't know why but it is kinda difficult for me to pack. :( shame on me ....

Second, I must translate three long articles and send them to Monorail Magazine ,but I've not done even one article yet.Oh god help me...

These days I am just like lazy little girl with chocolate in her hand.

But I decide to make a to-do-list for myself (first for moving out plan) :

1-Do laundry (blankets ,towels,curtains & sofa cases)

2-Pack all  unnecessary clothes

3-Clean and organized 3rd room esp. boxes 

4-Make sure about cockroaches in boxes ( OH GOD)

5-Pack all the groceries 

6-Wash,Dry & pack plates ( wrap them with paper )

7-Clean refrigerator (eat everything inside as much as possible)

8-Pack inside the drawers of study desk

9-anything else???

Please do them dear lazy :)

Have a nice day :)

Hello it's me

hello it's me
I decide to write again but not about my daily stuff maybe about my little little things which make me happy in my life ,something like ice cream,see???
 It is simple and crazy but it is true .
So here it is me and new chapters of my life.
I'm doing this to remind my self life is not complicated as we made it for ourselves ,it is more easier than we are thinking of.
Life is mine.