Miss Every Second Of Malaysia

It's been seven month that we've backed home..... This 4 crazy years all I just wanted was to come back home again... Here we are...home....Iran... Not as home sweet home as I thought...not any more. I really miss every second of our simple, tired less and loneliness time... that's too bad that I really don't know what I really want,and what to do .... I just can't decide...Now I'm with my mom,dad,sis and grandma but there is something that I just can't understand.... WHY I AM NOT HAPPY,WHY I MISS MALAYSIA,WHY I INSIST TO GO BACK THERE AGAIN... WHY????????????????????? nothing is going good here for us,nothing... Hope for happier days.......